You knew what you were doing when you led me pass your boundaries to the very center of your world. The depths of your heart into the forgiving fortress of your soul. I’ve always sensed your pleasure to live, but I never saw it until now and wow is it bright. It is everything I thought it was and then some. I couldn’t have dreamt of anything like it because my mind never stored any visuals that were so amazing, so gorgeous, breathtaking. Although I’ve been alive for decades, it feels like today was the day I just started living, thank you!
I can’t take my eyes off your style of movements. Each plan of action carried out with the most grace, expressing a need without being needy. I adore the way you complete yourself, the way you fit into your own shoes and the way you carry your heart in the words that you speak and the love you give day in an day out. You are the realest and will always be my idol.
Please stay with me until the fear of uncertainty goes away. I am much too attached to your presence, it is your light that I attach to. Even though it is sad for me, but your light is my darkness. I know your light will become my light when I learn how to shine my own. Until then, give me space, allow me to transform. Allow me to evolve, when the time is perfect, we will shine together and multiply consciousness. You are my biggest role model, I am your biggest fan. Support me, and when the time is right, shine with me because I know I will shine with you.
Delivering yourself to destiny is only deserved if you desire it. A long test, time and time again, lackluster. To most people this was okay, to others it was unacceptable. Barely achieving, a cheated destiny, a D- was passing, but wasn’t sharp enough to cut it. It was then that a whole heart could never be full without a full ambition and a full ambition was the first step to the script of destiny. The only policy is the truth to yourself, and wondering instead of doing is the opposite of the golden ticket. Delivering yourself to destiny is only deserved if you desire it.
It is when you are with me that I can’t see. I can’t see the obstacles that stand in front of my day to day routine. I can’t see the dark clouds of past relationships that used to hover over me like a plane hovers over the airport. I can’t see the sadness that other people had accustomed me to. I can’t see the helplessness of my coworkers. I can’t see anything, but the vibrant power of your love. It is when you are with me that I can’t see.
The path guided me on a never ending voyage to the depths of your heart. Though the path was long, it kept my ears clear and my vision sharp. I was able to see love in the purest form. The way the water brushed against the rocks reminded me of the times your skin brushed along mine, so vulnerable and so close. The way the sun hid behind the clouds reminded me of how you used to hide behind the covers when you felt afraid of your inner thoughts. Every step I took was a new surprise as I peeled back a different construct of your mind, allowing me to admire and learn the source of your insecurities. Although the path was long and tiring, and at times made me want to give up, each checkpoint held a new breakthrough, uncovering more of your love, motivating me to keep going. The path guided me on a never ending voyage to the depths of your heart, I won’t stop now, I won’t give up!
I can’t stop walking away from your future so I walk towards your past. The way your heart cries for love turns me into a magnet attracted to the helplessness you have learned. As you long for my presence, I try to run but I slip, I try to hide but I’m exposed. There is nothing left to do, I am meant to fix you, or at least help you. I sit here fully exposed, open enough to keep you from closing. I am here. Hello there.
I continued to shine a light for your soul to follow but your mind blocked the way. I know sooner or later your mind will allow your soul to follow this light but until then I can not stay and wait. I will however, leave the light on and check the batteries once a week for the light will always shine, and I will continue to come back because I will always be ready to greet your soul when your mind is ready to let your soul shine through!