Your Fortress

November 12, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

You knew what you were doing when you led me pass your boundaries to the very center of your world. The depths of your heart into the forgiving fortress of your soul. I’ve always sensed your pleasure to live, but I never saw it until now and wow is it bright. It is everything I thought it was and then some. I couldn’t have dreamt of anything like it because my mind never stored any visuals that were so amazing, so gorgeous, breathtaking. Although I’ve been alive for decades, it feels like today was the day I just started living, thank you!

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My Idol

November 12, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

I can’t take my eyes off your style of movements. Each plan of action carried out with the most grace, expressing a need without being needy. I adore the way you complete yourself, the way you fit into your own shoes and the way you carry your heart in the words that you speak and the love you give day in an day out. You are the realest and will always be my idol.

Shine With Me

November 12, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 2 Comments

Please stay with me until the fear of uncertainty goes away. I am much too attached to your presence, it is your light that I attach to. Even though it is sad for me, but your light is my darkness. I know your light will become my light when I learn how to shine my own. Until then, give me space, allow me to transform. Allow me to evolve, when the time is perfect, we will shine together and multiply consciousness. You are my biggest role model, I am your biggest fan. Support me, and when the time is right, shine with me because I know I will shine with you.

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Love Engrained in all 50 States

November 8, 2019November 8, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 2 Comments

You were the instrument that made me dance,

All jazzed up at your first glance,

I was the one that made you sing,

All loud and clear like a midsummer fling,

You were the blanket to my skin, all warm and cozy,

I was the flowers to your vase, all red and rosy,

You were the strong to my weak, all balanced and stable,

I was the hot to your cold, waiting for you at the next open table,

You were neat,

Keeping me complete,

I was pure,

Keeping you secure,

I’d stay a generation with you,

See it all through and through,

If you had doubts and wanted to leave,

I’d climb the highest mountain to make you believe,

I cherish you and use my words to express my feelings,

But we keep having to move, my words busting through ceilings,

Too powerful, an emotion so strong,

Making all feel right, even what was wrong.

We are soul mates,

Love engrained in all 50 states,

I love you forever,

Not even that’s enough, whatsoever!

When it’s all said and done

October 27, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

You are and always will remain the final piece. Fitting into my destiny like a fluffed up night gown fits onto the body of an angel. I will always remember you because it is impossible for me to forget you. If the universe came to an end, I would be at the final wall waiting for you, emotionless at first, suppression was always my thing. But before the light goes out, whether it’s two seconds, one second, or a fraction of a second, when it’s all said and done, my smile will burn bright.

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My Soul Mate

October 22, 2019October 25, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

I’ve been waiting an eternity to hold you, to hold your hand and rub my skin against yours, the anticipation has shriveled my heart from the whopping size it once was, the patience I learned from this anticipation has allowed my soul to glow through the skin of my physical body. You have turned my flesh into that of an angel, and although I have waited an eternity to hold you, I would wait ten more to do it again, and then another ten to do it for a third time! You are my soul mate, I love you forever!

Independent Love>Codependent Love

October 22, 2019October 25, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

I was better at giving you love, I was better at healing you, I was better at telling you everything was going to be okay.

Now I give myself love, now I am better at healing myself, now I know everything is going to be amazing!

I gave myself love and I loved you more.

You are the light of this world, just like me!

If your Love was a House

September 24, 2019October 25, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

If your love was a house…

I would retire in it,

I would have slumber parties so people can experience the joy I feel,

I would install the safest security system so I would never see it broken,

I would present the interior and exterior with colors of joy,

I would fill the yard with plants so you would stay fresh forever,

I would come home when I’m feeling weak because the walls inside always ground me,

I would cherish it forever,

I would raise my kids in it,

If your love was a house!

Never far away

September 24, 2019October 25, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

The waist line of your mind was shedding toxic from your heart. You sat quietly in a world that spun in circles around the sun. The proudness in my heart reciprocated the love that you were. Calling my name, my ears didn’t hear but my spirit did. You were always there, you never left. You were never far away.

Losing you

September 17, 2019October 25, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

I never knew how powerful the sensation of your finger tips brushing along my skin was until they were gone.

The absence of your familiar warm voice leaves my heart empty and dry.

Step by step, my body feels artificial without your soft radiating smile complimented by your sparkly white teeth.

Losing you was like trying to walk without feet.

I walk empty,

And miss you like rainy days miss the sun.

I love you.

I miss you.