Today is the Day

November 14, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

In a mix between chilly and hot, I strip my jacket off my body and surrender to the moment. I am now that of a kid, free of burdens, a euphoric high engrained in deep nostalgia. When did things change? Where did my path alter? Questions I may never know the answer to, I focus my attention on every step. The boulders beneath the treading of my boots, my feet becoming one with the earth engrained my heart in a deeper purpose. Today is the day I live like I’m a kid, so pure and effortless. Today is the day my heart mimics the mountains, unconditionally free.

My Idol

November 12, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

I can’t take my eyes off your style of movements. Each plan of action carried out with the most grace, expressing a need without being needy. I adore the way you complete yourself, the way you fit into your own shoes and the way you carry your heart in the words that you speak and the love you give day in an day out. You are the realest and will always be my idol.

Shine With Me

November 12, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 2 Comments

Please stay with me until the fear of uncertainty goes away. I am much too attached to your presence, it is your light that I attach to. Even though it is sad for me, but your light is my darkness. I know your light will become my light when I learn how to shine my own. Until then, give me space, allow me to transform. Allow me to evolve, when the time is perfect, we will shine together and multiply consciousness. You are my biggest role model, I am your biggest fan. Support me, and when the time is right, shine with me because I know I will shine with you.

Photo Credit: @cameronmfahey

A Day Moved Through Love

November 11, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

Not working,

Broken,

Closest thing to destroyed,

Refurbishing you was a task,

Loads of loveliness,

Opening, like a flower opens its pedals,

Laying closed in an open casket,

A dream of no one, nothing,

Laying eternal in a spec of light,

A norm, everything,

Settle for divinity,

Settle for wholeness,

A day worth a million bucks,

Is a day moved though love.

A Delivered Destiny, Deserved and Desired

November 10, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

Delivering yourself to destiny is only deserved if you desire it. A long test, time and time again, lackluster. To most people this was okay, to others it was unacceptable. Barely achieving, a cheated destiny, a D- was passing, but wasn’t sharp enough to cut it. It was then that a whole heart could never be full without a full ambition and a full ambition was the first step to the script of destiny. The only policy is the truth to yourself, and wondering instead of doing is the opposite of the golden ticket. Delivering yourself to destiny is only deserved if you desire it.

Inward, A Permanent Home

November 9, 2019November 9, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 3 Comments

In days of confusion and toxicity, you turned to the only truth you knew of. A truth that contained all the answers. A truth that was there for you when you needed it most. Although sometimes the path to your truth was not always a simple one, it always held the answers you needed. Your truth was far from outward, you couldn’t trust a thing from the outside. You truth was inward, lying inside of you day after day. Sheltering trust, forgiveness, and love in the purest form. The more you looked inward the more you grew. It was a stepping block when you needed to go higher and it was a your house when you needed safety. In days of confusion and toxicity, you turned to the only truth you knew of.

Photo Credit: @cameronmfahey

Love Engrained in all 50 States

November 8, 2019November 8, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 2 Comments

You were the instrument that made me dance,

All jazzed up at your first glance,

I was the one that made you sing,

All loud and clear like a midsummer fling,

You were the blanket to my skin, all warm and cozy,

I was the flowers to your vase, all red and rosy,

You were the strong to my weak, all balanced and stable,

I was the hot to your cold, waiting for you at the next open table,

You were neat,

Keeping me complete,

I was pure,

Keeping you secure,

I’d stay a generation with you,

See it all through and through,

If you had doubts and wanted to leave,

I’d climb the highest mountain to make you believe,

I cherish you and use my words to express my feelings,

But we keep having to move, my words busting through ceilings,

Too powerful, an emotion so strong,

Making all feel right, even what was wrong.

We are soul mates,

Love engrained in all 50 states,

I love you forever,

Not even that’s enough, whatsoever!

Very Slowly…

November 8, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

Very slowly I see an increase. An increase in work, in validation, in a cultivating love. I don’t want to stop but I am afraid to go. For the fear of success attacks the fear of failure, building a campfire in my mind, roasting marshmallows when it wants to. I deserve it all but the fear of success says otherwise. “You can’t have this” whispering in my mind supplying glimpses of doubt, adding wood to the fire. The space I have created in the moment shelters me and keeps me safe, grounding me from the fear of success, as I continue to whisper affirmations of greatness and my consciousness overrides the sabotaging feelings of doubt!

A Blinding Love

November 6, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ Leave a comment

It is when you are with me that I can’t see. I can’t see the obstacles that stand in front of my day to day routine. I can’t see the dark clouds of past relationships that used to hover over me like a plane hovers over the airport. I can’t see the sadness that other people had accustomed me to. I can’t see the helplessness of my coworkers. I can’t see anything, but the vibrant power of your love. It is when you are with me that I can’t see.

Photo Credit: @cameronmfahey

Often Times

November 6, 2019 ~ kevinkaz4 ~ 6 Comments

A cloud of the past lays over, blocking the sun from your presence. The moment convinces you to participate in the sunshine until the mind comes in and asks for a raincheck. But it is so nice outside as the waves roll smoothly along the beach. The water convincing you that now is a time to heal. If you could just drive up and exist, forget about the clouds and forget about the darkness for now is your time to shine. It is your time to exist in your moment, the same moment where you are the only thing that matters and where your love shines the purest ray of light. I know you will drive back and I know you will exist in the now.

Photo Credit: @cameronmfahey